[Eridanus can relate, in a way, to Peace's story.]
Maybe. [He's quiet for a moment, poking at his food once more as a melancholy takes his expression.]
My father was extremely controlling, even well into my adulthood. How much I ate was one of the few things I felt I had control over as a child, and perhaps I just continued to deny myself after my father's passing as a means of self-punishment. I do get hungry, honestly, but I can't bring myself to eat most of the time. I get nauseated easily, even though I know I should eat.
[He lifts his gaze from his plate and looks across the table, towards Peace.]
Surprisingly, turning into a monster has improved my eating habits. I have to eat, or else I'll rampage as any of our kind will. As awful as some view it to be, it has become somewhat of a blessing to me.
CW: Eating disorder
Maybe. [He's quiet for a moment, poking at his food once more as a melancholy takes his expression.]
My father was extremely controlling, even well into my adulthood. How much I ate was one of the few things I felt I had control over as a child, and perhaps I just continued to deny myself after my father's passing as a means of self-punishment. I do get hungry, honestly, but I can't bring myself to eat most of the time. I get nauseated easily, even though I know I should eat.
[He lifts his gaze from his plate and looks across the table, towards Peace.]
Surprisingly, turning into a monster has improved my eating habits. I have to eat, or else I'll rampage as any of our kind will. As awful as some view it to be, it has become somewhat of a blessing to me.